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Angelic Plague

Touched by an angel, is this good or will this be the downfall of my very existance?

The feelings associated with this touch, they at times literally

Rip

Rip My Fucking Heart

To

Pieces.....

The wanting but not being able to grab hold and keep what makes me feel whole.

At times has me feeling like I would rather just

Push

Push It Fucking Away....

I wish I could just let go of this DREAM....

Wish I could

HATE

Hate its very being...

Sometimes I feel like I want it to

Go Away

And

Leave Me Alone....

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Sidewalkin to podualted rhythm, feet tip touchin the cold concrete as people fly by in a well choreographed play.  Mind flying at heights typically attainable by those desperate and enslaved to substance.  No more, no more pain and desperation.  I have put that behind my back out of the direct line of sight, now merely a recorded act in my existance.  Something is missing still, feelings of emptiness pressurize my cranium thinking and grieving my loss.  Feelings of ecstacy stopped, drowning in the tears streaming from my face.  Only to be relived thru dreams.